Day 104

I think it is hard to find a balance with being honest and being vulnerable. I have always struggled with this. I find that I have a push pull because I always speak my mind and tell people how I feel about them, but then it puts me in a vulnerable state, which sometimes, well most of the time, makes me uncomfortable. I always preach to give someone your all, show someone you care about them, and love them endlessly, but it is easier said than done sometimes when you have been hurt. I still believe that good people do exist and want the same thing from life as I want from life; however, every time I let my wall come down, something happens where I feel obligated to put it back up. But time heals all wounds and closure is a girl's best friend. 

Do not let the fear of being hurt stop you from playing your ball game. This is your life, your story, your ball game-go out there and play a great, honest, and epic game.